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you are coming back to me, and me to you. Show me one inch of kindness and I am willing to go to the end of the world for you….honestly, treat me like shit and I will still go to the ends of the earth for you, but that is beyond the point. Travis isn’t your friend anymore. you’ve lost those who played best friend with you senior year and look who was still there, me. surprise, surprise.
I’ve noticed a pattern; and through all of your ups and downs, fights and accusations, people walking in and out of your life, who exactly has stood firmly at your side, loving you, forgiving you, helping you? oh yeah, me.
My heart skipped a beat today when we were sitting together on your couch and you said that “I’ll just need you to come over and hang out again”. I was happy sitting there watching you play video games while I searched though Tumblr. It was comfortable. It was the safest, most comfortable moment I’ve had in a while. I missed the feeling of being around you. I missed going to your house and it being just you and I, drinks on the counter, talking on the couch, petting “Zeba Zeba” and laughing at the ridiculousness of your mom. That’s what makes me happy, and maybe if I never have you, at least will you keep giving me these moments?
Samantha is going to be upset with me, you know. She says you are bad for me, but I can’t believe it. I know now that you love me, it may not be romantic but you have feelings for me. When I almost wreaked the car today you threw your arm out to my hold my shoulder. That was a raw and on the spot showcase that you care.
Maybe one day your feelings will grow, maybe your couch will turn into the place of my first kiss? I can dream right? because I hope you know that if you and Josh Hutcherson both proposed to me that I would choose you right? I would choose you without hesitation. Right now, I only see you coming to my wedding as the groom. I feel like today we made a step in the right direction. one step closer, right? Let’s continue this way, I don’t see my life without yours.
