I hope I can make you better.

I hope I can make you see that there is life beyond Justin, Mac. Justin is the biggest douche bag. He dropped you so fast and he’s not coming back. I want you to see though, that I love you. I’ve basically done everything I can for you. I’ve stuck like glue to your side because I love you and I don’t want to loose you, I want to see you though this because I know you can make it through. You are so great Mac. Don’t let this hick ruin you. 

I’m glad I could make you smile before I left Jake’s party tonight. That smile lit my soul alight. I finally realize what super massive black hole has been saying. That was the rawest most genuine smile of yours I have ever seen. I hope you take my advice to heart though. Thinking positive keeps me from falling into the pit of depression that I know is there. Your smile is keeping me away from depression now. I think it’s going to stay in my mind for the rest of my life, no matter how far we end up apart. I will always remember you laying on your futon, curled up, still in your jacket with your hair a mess and just breaking out into a brilliant smile.