I think he knows…………

that I talked to his mom. It wasn’t to betray him, it wasn’t to rat him out. It’s because I care and I’m worried and I love him more than myself.

I feel sick. I want to lay down and sleep forever. I want to redo last night. I want to cry because I think I’ve lost him. I feel like I’ve died. I need someone to talk to. Someone who will listen. Someone who won’t judge or get annoyed because I am talking about him. I’ve never felt like so much shit. and it’s all Justin’s fault. I fucking hate him.

I just want my Mac back.