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don’t let my year end like this. we were so close and now you are keeping secrets? I can’t believe you are walking away from me for a dumb bitch and a melodramatic gay boy. You are avoiding my questions, avoiding me. I didn’t know I was so disposable. Tell me why I’m not enough, tell me why I don’t deserve your presense anymore. I would lay down my life for you! I would give you the shirt off my back! My last bite of food! anything you ask of me would be yours in an instant. You have this power over me, I just want to make you happy. You want to throw someone like me to the side? I’ll have you know that that will be the biggest mistake of your life. NO ONE will EVER care for you like me. You are making a very stupid move boy. You are ripping me apart, I’m falling to pieces. I can’t take much more.
What in the world is wrong with me? What did I ever do to deserve this life? I’m just fat and ugly. I’m never the girl who is loved. I wonder what thats like, I wonder if it even really exists, to love and to be loved in return. It must be wonderful. All I know right now is that I don’t want you to leave me, I don’t want to loose this friendship. It used to be us together everyday, us watching movies in your basement, us baking in your kitchen. Now said dumb bitch thinks she can move into my spot? what the hell? I want to punch her. The person you have become around them makes me want to cry out in frustration, this isn’t you! This isn’t right. This isn’t how I thought this was going to end.
